Monthly Archives: May 2024

Pentecost: the Beginning, but Not the End

Pentecost is the Birthday of the Church. Here are some Scriptures that describe our call to be the People of God. John 10:27 Jesus says: “My sheep hear my voice; I know them and they follow me.” How do we hear his voice? 1st, By taking time to listen. 2nd, Asking the questions on our hearts. 3rd, Reading New Testament scriptures either randomly or from the lectionary of that day. 4th, Examining the events of our days for signposts or connections that can guide us. 5th, Respond appropriately to what we hear. God is in the timing: listen and respond. John 13:34 Jesus says: “I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another.” How did Jesus love his disciples? Only when they were perfect? Only when they were humble and didn’t want to one up one another, when they didn’t doubt, when they were ready to suffer and die with him, when they understood and agreed with everything he said, when they loved the unlovable, When they were able to do everything he told them to do, when they recognized him in the stranger, when they didn’t want political power more than spiritual grace ? Did he abandon them because of their failures to love? Did he not forgive those that killed him? Did he stop loving God when he felt God had abandoned him? It’s a spiritual journey that takes a lifetime of challenges and grace to become able to love as Jesus loved. John14:23 Jesus says: Jesus says: “Those who love me will keep my word and we will come and make our home with them.” Jesus asks us to keep HIS word. HIS word, is fleshed out by his actions; His journey from thinking He was only sent for the Jews, to hearing God challenge him to love the lepers of his time, to love even the traitorous Tax Collectors, the adulterous woman, a heretic Samaritan, the man possessed by demons, the Roman soldier, even his disciples that abandoned him when they got scared, and the Religious Leaders who killed him, and ultimately even God when he felt abandoned by Him. This is the spiritual journey Jesus call us to make with him. He promises” “WE will come and make our home with them. The WE is God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Pentecost did not stop with the first Apostles. It stopped when Christians decided they needed something easier to follow: The law of the minimum ten rather than the beatitudes fleshed out in the life of Jesus. A church hierarchy without accountability from the balance of the gifts of the Holy Spirit in all the followers of Jesus. John 17:20 Jesus prays to the Father “I ask not only on behalf of these, but also on the behalf of those who will believe in me through their word, that they may all be one. Does being one mean we never disagree? There were plenty of disagreements from the beginning. They were a work in progress just as we are. Just as a family is. We are the family, the descendants, of those first Christians. And when you read enough of Paul, you realize it was the same then, just like herding cats! We are not made with a cookie cutter, we are different from birth and the call of Jesus isn’t about agreeing, it’s about loving. John 14.12 Jesus says: Very truly I tell you, the one who believes in me will also do the works that I do and, in fact, will do greater works than these because I am going to the Father. I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son.” Many of us have been turned off by the gifts of the Spirit being used for personal fame and profit. Sometimes it is witnessing insensitivity by people who do not hear the Spirit’s leading about when God is or is not calling us to receive or use the gifts of the Holy Spirit. I have both experienced and witnessed miracles of healing and other gifts of the Holy Spirit. I think the key is first growing spiritually enough to have the fruits of the Spirit. Those take time spent in both prayer and study in a community open to the Holy Spirit. But most of all learning to Love as Jesus loved is the heart and soul of our spiritual journey.

Faith And Experience

Recently in a class someone questioned the Ascension, which to me questions the Resurrection. I remembered a brilliant Scripture professor priest who was one of the consultants on Scripture at Vatican II saying that for him belief in the Resurrection was a crucial part of faith.  I remember saying it wasn’t for me, but not actually being aware of why it wasn’t.  Today, I realized that my Conversion experience of both the unconditional Love of God and my several experiences of an awareness of an actual presence that fleshed out that Love that I assumed was Jesus pretty much makes the Apostles experience of the resurrected Jesus believable for me.  I’ve had over 2000 hours of classes in Scripture and Theology from Catholic, Methodist, and Episcopalian sources, many of them college courses.  Most of them were after studying Scripture on my own and confirmed the understandings and insights I had from devouring the Scriptures daily after my conversion.  People who are very logical and more or less trust only what they can see and touch are still good Christians like the Apostle Thomas. When the other Apostles couldn’t deal with the warning Jesus gave them about His suffering coming in Jerusalem, Thomas recognized it was true and knew it probably meant suffering for all of them but he was still willing to go and maybe even die with Jesus.  That was Love with a capital L. And Scripture says, “There is Faith, Hope, and Love. And the greatest of these is Love.” Perhaps some of us are more like Peter, easily frightened and flakey on the courage part, so we need to experience His presence as a saving grace when we are sinking in the stormy waters of life. I am and always have been a “wus.” I belong to the Church of Devout Cowardice!  And though for a couple of decades I have not experienced that presence that gave me assurance, the memory of them remains strong and real to me.  I love science and believe in things like evolution and consider a lot of Scripture metaphorical rather than literal. Since I believe that truth is not the same as fact, metaphorical truth is actually more important to me.  My experiences have been such grace for me, that they have brought me through some hard and even dark times. I still get angry with God and argue with Him. But since I can often see God in the timing in my life and since I have felt the presence of Jesus several times, I don’t doubt that Love anymore.

A Source for Those Disillusioned with Religions

Jim Palmer was a fundamentalist evangelical preacher with a huge congregation.  He now works to free Christians from toxic religion.  My journey on a tiny scale has been similar.  Though I have continued to work in a Christian religion, to me Jesus fleshing out both God’s Love and our spiritual journey to unconditional love are the heart and soul of my spiritual life. I get uncomfortable sometimes when Jim seems to consider Jesus unimportant and also to assume every person is able on their own to experience spiritual metanoia. We all have some very basic differences when we are born so our journeys may be ultimately similar, but very different in the timing of the process. We also get broken in different ways that need healing to free us to make the journey to wholeness. Being loved is central to healing and freedom to grow. And sometimes in our unfinished world love is scarce. To me the person of Jesus is a both a source of the grace of Love and his life reflects our journey to loving unconditionally.  For me his presence with us even now has been healing and freeing. I feel sure God is not limited to Jesus. The Spirit of Love is at least dormant within us all and its awakening and growth can happen in many different ways. But Jesus freed from the distortions of centuries of male dominated human religion is a key to spiritual evolution not just for me but for many, though not all because of cultural and personality differences. God doesn’t throw away billions of his children on the technicality of when and where they were born.

But many of us need and are open to Jesus as our particular source of grace. That said, Jim’s journey has been similar to mine though on a much larger scale. And I greatly value his wisdom, courage, and commitment to freeing us from toxic religion. For me personally, it’s been important to separate Jesus from the warped limits of religions, but the person Jesus is still the heart and soul of grace for me and I believe for many others.

We and Our World are Unfinished

I’m an idealist. We imagine better possibilities. This life and everyone and everything are unfinished, so imperfect. Accepting this reality is hard for idealists. We have to settle for inching toward the perfect knowing we will never get there. At eighty-seven I still have to catch myself and remember to look for the goodie in every baddie in life. Sometimes they are tiny, but enough to help me move on. This is life: there is a downside and an upside to everything. That’s reality.  We have to settle for inching toward the perfect and never getting there. Since evolution is the name of the game though incredibly slow, inches are important. And no matter what our IQ is we are not going to be right 100% of the time because we are unfinished and imperfect human beings. Neither Einstein nor the Saints were perfect intellectually or humanly. So, a good dose of humility is not only important, but freeing.

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